So, what does it mean . . . a new year? I have been thinking about it just a little bit as 2009 turns to 2010. And I haven't fully decided. I used to make a bunch of resolutions - you know, promises to yourself to do better in the areas of personal discipline - but I am not so sure that is what a new year should be all about. Not to say that resolutions are not good things to make. I think that thinking about what needs to change in the next year is a bit overwhelming but if I think about what needs to change today - well, I can do that (with God's help Phil 4:13).
Actually, there are a couple of decisions that I have made for this new year that may or may not lead to anything. One is that I have asked my parents to help me find a spouse. Yes, you are reading correctly! I think that it is time my family, and perhaps some of my friends, see what a Christ-honoring relationship looks like. Or maybe it's just that God wants me fully surrendered to Him - and if my parents are looking than I don't have to!
The second decision that I have made is actually born of the first. In talking with my dad about helping me to find a spouse, he said something that has made me stop and consider how I am choosing to live my life. He talked about being available to God and the opportunities placed in my path by yielding my members as instruments of righteousness to God (Rom 6:13). I realized that it is not about being completely surrendered to God next month or in two months - it's about being completely surrendered to Him in every area of my life - today, this minute, this second. Spiritually, Mentally, and Physically.
Being available means going to bed on time so that I can be the best possible teacher. Being available means doing my lesson planning before watching my favorite t.v. show. Being available means budgeting my finances so that I am free to give. Being available means strengthening my relationship with Jesus first and foremost - before all else. Not tomorrow - today, this minute, this second.
So, what am I waiting for? It's time to start now - this second!
